inspired...

:(

devastated yg amat sangat!!

my results this year are quite dissapointing...

sum1 bwat teori bahawa kejatuhan kila ini disebabkan ketiadaan

'sumber inspirasi'

haha nice one guys...

ok, kila tahu, im not as happy as last year

but still, kila try jugak bwat diri kila happy

but there is always someone getting in my ways..

perlu ker??

if korunk menyibuk sikit, still maafkan la lagi..

but your 'sibukan' itu, merosakkan kebahagiaan

yg kila cuba bina for this 'little' self..

cant u guys be unselfish...

i want my happy ending too larh..

tolongla..

u guys are saying that im too desperate,

but do realise youre the one who is so desperate

and interrupting my fairytale...

stop making my life like nightmares...

kila ada prinsip kila and kila pgang ngan prinsip2 ue..

so pleasee.. 

rayer!

rayer dah dkat!
dah prepare?
kila??
maybe...ada la sikit2

bju:

turquoise

kaler yg tak disangka2....
sorang2 jer laen kaler...
setelah bertahun2 jadi boria pakai baju kaler sama
for raye, this year gonna a little bit awkward...
hhhmmmmm, will be raya-ing at Melaka...
tringin nak mengaco ke senawang but nantila dipikir2
so tata

New beginning...

Kadang2 kita berpisah sebab ianya lebih baik..
Kadang2 kita bertemu sebab kita telah dipisahkan dengan orang lain
haha pelik2..

sumpah tahun nie giler...
for the 1st time kila stress tahap gila cipan semua ah..
sampai badan aku nie dah macam xsayang darah..
asyik mengalami pendarahan jer aku nie..
pucat pucat...

tapi an smpai satu hari
ade insan yg pergi bgitau cikgu
aku dah mcm xbtul
cikgu mula masuk campur (jeng3)
barula aku sedar..

AKU MENGABAIKAN DIRI AKU DAH TERLALU LAMA!

gilak! dush dush tamapr diri sendiri...
jadi kila dengan rase rendah hatinyer menelefon
seorang insan yang pernah dekat bangat dengan kila..
luckily beday die is on that day..
we talked a bit... quite touched 'dia' still remember
things that i used to tell 'dia'..haha
the funny part is when 'dia' tanyer
"ayah ko da naik pangkat blom?'
i was like " dah xder keje sgt ker tetibe tnye bapak orang?"
and we talked and talked...
and i'm happy now!

kila da malas nak pikir pasal mereka2 itu secara ekstrem
cukuplah sekadar kila dah tegur
its up to them them to do or not...


SO LET'S START A NEW BEGINNING! 

if..

If children live with Criticism, they learn to Condemn.
If children live with Hostility, they learn to Fight
If children live with Fear they learn to be Apprehensive
If children live with Pity they learn to feel Sorry for Themselves
If children live with Ridicule they learn to feel Shy
If children live with Jealousy they learn to feel Envy
If children live with Shame they learn to feel Guilty
If children live with Encouragement they learn Confidence
If children live with Tolerance they learn Patience
If children live with Praise they learn Appreciation
If children live with Acceptance they learn to Love
If children live with Approval they learn to like themselves
If children live with Recognition they learn it is good to have a Goal.
If children live with Sharing they learn Generosity
If children live with Honesty they learn Truthfulness
If children live with Fairness they learn Justice
If children live with Kindness and consideration they learn Respect.
If children live with Security they learn to have Faith in Themselves and In Those about Them.
If children live with Friendliness they learn The World is a Nice Place in Which to Live


Honestly, i agree with this simple thought...
As a person who having a transition, i cant deny the truth that we are influenced by our way of life..
Alhamdulillah, although not all in my life are positive but i learn to accept and be optimistic..
Allah hanya menduga ap yang temampu oleh hambanya... Quran says that and its true..
So, Love urself, Embrace life and live to the fullest

Mean by taylor Swift

New Friends.. New books..

dah lame giler babeng an kila xupdate....

spanjang kila xupdate nieyh, pelbagai things occurs...

first,kila nak story mory bout the sad things first..

My aunt meninggal and like usual, they succesfully hid it from me...

but somehow, Allah nak kila thu cpat kali nie..

waaaa nanges....

sadis giler khidupan..

kila sampai cakap."5 tahun aku duk cniey, 5 orang mati"

nauzubillahiminalzalikh..

jangan2

cukup larh...

as for the happy side,
i met new friends..
friends that changes my perception towards some peoples...

sye ltak pictures yer...

Paan chumel!

ini kami , PRS SESTA

the STARAYA n PRS MCKK



banyak gak manusia baru yng ditemui disana..
asiyah kte, aku balik dri kem tue, reti ckp utara..
chek bese...
pas tue tetibe masok slang kelantan..
hahha...
but drpd yng diobserve oleh saye..ceyh3
orang yang makan nasi kawah paham orang yang makan nasi kawah gak
sila paham yer..
bez gak ad kwan baru...
if anything senang..
there is always them...
hehhe




Besides that,
dapat gak international friends...
one of them is
Afif Spezhar...


Pic nya gak mahu la...
ok he is fourteen..
he is one of the indonesian delegation..
he totally changes my view to indonesians..
not all are kolot or whatever..
die speaking lorh..
tergeliat lidah inii...
cra die ckp, pendapat die
wow me...
haha
lalu mmbuatkan aku add nationality bgi my future hubby
INDONESIAN!!
but not lombok pleaseee!


ok stop disini dulu ya..
esok smbong lgi...
tata