Fear

It has been a while since my last post.
A little bit occupied with the time i had at home
but honestly, all this time at home made me less humane
I'm not cannibalistic yet but spending 9 months
not interacted to the world like you used to before
really did some changes in me.

Anyway, beneath all that
I fear what the future holds for me
All the decisions I had made till today
will it be worthwhile?

I am afraid how the world will accept me
I am afraid of myself
Am I that ready for all of this?