Zalim

I am not angelic,
or teacher's pet
or even mr goody-pants
but I am a human being trying to be a student.
I go to school to gain those dunya knowledge
but in the same time, i seek supplies for the afterlife.

But, how can i live in peace
when people keep repeating this word
"--------- is a living hell,"
hey!
hold on!
that place is my pride, my alma mater
that is the place where I regain back myself
You are not being fair,
to me, to those who feels safe there, to those who life depends on it.

40 times and every words will comes true..
Please leave if you cannot bear the challenges
Please know that you are the problem!
not the place, not the other

Stop being stupid.
You never enjoy things while it lasts.
You never appreciates all the hard works done.
You never learn from your mistakes.

Take note.. Allah knows better!

Engkau

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Bila sesuatu perkara itu berlaku, diri kita akan bertanya;
Apakah aku layak menghadapi ini semua?
Hakikatnya, sudah tertulis dalam AlQuran
bahawa Allah tidak akan memberi ujian yang tidak mampu ditanggung oleh hambanya.

Terdetik hati manusia,
"aku diingatkan mengenai perkara ini berulang kali,
aku tidak perlukan kata semangat, aku perlukan tunjuk ajar untuk menghadapi perkara ini.
Itu semangat ku."
Lebih tepat lagi, ini detik hatiku.

Tatkala aku sendiri, menangisi kepayahan itu,
aku teringatkan dirinya yang mempunyai sedikit kekurangan dariku.
Ku cari kesalahan dalam setiap katanya yang benar belaka agar
aku tahu dia seperti ku.
Tapi tidak, dia jauh lebih tabah daripada aku
jauh lebih rasional daripada aku.
Aku yang sering kali terleka melayan emosi
Aku yang sering kali gagal menepis amarah
Aku yang sering kali tewas dalam tangisan.

Dalam dirinya, aku temui kekuatan untuk menepis cabaran
Dalam dirinya, aku temui keikhlasan untuk menjalankan tanggujawab
Dalam dirinya, aku temui diriku yang tidak terungkap olehku.
Terperangkap jauh dalam diri ini.

Untukmu, aku titipkan terima kasih atas,
Kepercayaanmu kepada aku,
Rasa hormatmu kepada aku,
Masamu untuk aku,
dan
mungkin secebis kasihmu kepada aku.

Coretan ini entah siapa yang membaca,
entah siapa yang terasa,
Tapi biarlah hanya aku yang mengetahui
Gerangan siapa aku tujukan coretan ini..

p/s : aku pon tak tahu aku tuju untuk sape.. feel free untuk terase..muahhaha

Moments

Remember when we were little,
We ran, we fall and we cried,
Then Mama came to the rescue
and kiss the pain away.

Remember when we were 10,
insults and mocks fill the air,
But with daring hearts we owned,
We faced it strongly.

Remember when we were teens,
I screamed and you yelled,
Daily exchange of compliments and arguments,
But at the end of the days, we still bestfriends.

Remember those little moments I miss,
Those little moments you enjoy,
Those little moments we embrace,
Little moments that bonds us together
somehow..

Mates, cherish it while
the heart still pumping,
the gases still exchanging
The blood still circulating the body
and
the mind still remember.

perfect.

Perfect..

It takes a high commitment to achieve that.
Sometimes it happens without us knowing when.
We just need to make sure that it doesn't  just slip away through our fingers.
It likes searching needles in haystacks.
Complicated but worth to find.

Perfect..

nota bunuh diri.

*ceyt, killing title.. nothing actually. Just a little something I wrote during sometime.

MASTERPIECE

Memoirs of a sage,

The last gift,

The last masterpiece of the year,

Masterpiece is something that both heart and mind agree on.

But if your mind agreed while your heart is reluctant to agree

and keep on denying

What does that means?

Passions fade whilst sincerity is no longer there

A masterpiece loses its value

Cheers and claps are meaningless

Promises are no longer cherish

Joy doesn't fill the air

An artist loses the thrill to create wonders

Audiences are blind-fold with the hallucinated happiness

Laughter hid away the teary heart that wounded so bad

Heart that is looking for a balm or a cure for its endless sore

Perhaps this is not a liability 

but maybe this is a miracle in action.

maybe, just maybe

love..

I was viewing my post stats just now and my post entitled 'God,I'm falling in love' scored #2 in the list.
Gee wow, people really love this subject.
well, no one can't deny that feeling as it is one of human nature.

TO LOVE AnD BE LOVED

lovely, isn't it?

To know that is someone besides your family that loves you.

your friends, your other half or maybe someone you doesn't know who happens to understand what you're going through.

What I really want to say actually is love is vital as an essence of life.
so that's all.. haha wassalam

better

Quite late for Ramadhan wishes as it is already 16 Ramadhan..
How is your Ramadhan?
Better than before or worsen?
You evaluate, Rabb judge.
A hadith I once heard.
Prophet Muhammad S.A.W said " A muslim never falls into a snake's hole twice",
which means, a Muslim should never repeats the mistakes made.
and That's it. Learn from your mistakes and be a better you.

BETTER. huge meaning.
one of the candidates for the post Ketua Umum in SESTA believes in this quote "do better than the best"
better? I should be better, you should be better, everyone should be better as the world suffers because the silence of good people, not the violence of bad people. That's what Napoleon said. Napoleon who? The short France man.
My friend who wants to be better, in feeble voice she speaks, Aqilah, pray for me so that I will wear purdah soon. I saw her eyes shine with hopes. touched, really. But I am glad. Somehow I know I choose right kind of friends. I'll pray for you..

A look of 3 Helianthus..current class

camku di eksploitasi

ARIESSA

with SMKHK students