sleep...

saya tak boleh tidur..

I can't sleep..

لم أستطع النوم..

私は眠ることができなかった

我睡不着

Je ne pouvais pas dormir

나는 잠을 잘 수가 없었

No podía dormir

Ich konnte nicht schlafen

god answers my prayer!

ALHAMDULILLAH!

BEST DAY EVER!

10 years ahead..

10 years ahead,

24 years old if i survive,

Ready for a new chapter in life.

10 years ahead,

I may be a psychologist or a pharmacist

or maybe a biologist.

Who knows?

10 years ahead,

I own a wardrobe of beautiful clothes, shoes,

bags and a car too..

10 years ahead,

my 'swing' dream will be fulfill,

my mother's dream will be fulfill,

Everybody dreams will be fulfill ..

10 years ahead,

everything will be clearer,

everything questions find the answers

every question marks will fade..

Till then,

10 years ahead,

will be a mystery,

misery or perhaps a labyrinth..

ATTN! gentlemen and gentle ladies

to all gentlemen out there, please be nice to the ladies...
don't simply meet your girlfriend if you promised a girl friend to go out with her...
if this things happen, shorten the time you guys date to avoid any problems in the future with your girl friend..
if none of above works, at least pick up the call from your girl friend,apologize and cancelled the meeting,
it is more easier to forgive that moment than forgiving later on after your date because these are the consequences
1. your girl friend will start  avoiding you
2. your girl friend might hate boys because of you
3. you might be curse..(hahhahah)
4. your girl friend will making fun of you over and over

also,not forgetting..

to all gentle ladies, respect your sistas! (ladies are sistas!)
please ask your beau if they had a plan before asking them to meet you..
in case you forget(people forget duhh!!) and you see he talks to another girl who is his girl friend, please ask him if they had plan (again)..
if yes, respect his girl friend feelings by shorten the time you guys date.. (sista will be grateful, for sure)

and remember, sistas dont hurt each others' feelings!...

you being you!

A friend elaborated an equation E=mc2

into a wonderful topic to talk about...

A friend told a dream to be sous chef

and alter wine with grape extract...

A friend wore jeans underneath the abaya

and it rocks!

A friend know my weakness 

and willingly taught math through Facebook..

A friend who is a darling to every lady

still a wonderful listener when i calls

A friend gave a lamp as gift

and it still lightens my night..

your things create memorable thoughts..

so go on being you..

because everything you do create memories for me..

Thank You, Friends!

pictures!!!

trak polis <3

afifi and muqh

akibat penat bekerja!

SESTA hockey players!

hockey<3

belajar potong daging..

disobeying rules! muahahaha

time flies fast

qila n arfah

with my juniors.. mirol and syahir

sweet memories of 2011

1432 hijr POST MORTEM!

Post Mortem ini adalah untuk  saya, Aqilah Nur menilai kembali atau reevaluate

kehidupan sepanjang 1432 hijr ini agar pada 1433 hijr, everything will be perfect...

Akademik:

observation:

based on overall result, agak unconsistent for certain subjects.

while in certain subjects, the marks are increasing (good!)

sudah malas revise..

sudah tidak mengamalkan pembelajaran secara kreatif..

langkah yg perlu diambil:

mulakan balik cara pembelajaran mse drjah 6 n form 1 yang easy going tpi consistent itu..

pastikan markah paling teruk pown 75..

math ngan science mesti LULUS!

Kokurikulum:

evaluation:

agak aktif hingga jadual agak padat..

langkah untuk diambil:

smart planning la derr..

learn to say no ( politely)

sosial,sahsiah,insaniah etc:

evaluation:

more friends, more networks..

can mingle with all members of society (tua,muda,melayu,aborigins)

dah ada pendirian..

terlalu bnyk permintaan itu..

terlalu menjaga hati..

terlalu banyak masalah

langkah yang pelu diambil:

positive minded,calm selalu

choose better friends who wont add up problems

be strict in tenderness

choose one and stick with **********

jadi konklusinya, 1432 hijr was a voyage... there were hurricanes, there were rainbows ( double lagi!).. taught me to be a decent human being... so in hopes that 1433hijr will brings bless as the war will be fast approaching!..

Ainan Tasneem

sangat suka! here are some vid of her.. ENJOY!

style of life = lifestyle..

lifestyle..

yeah my lifestyle changes a lot in this two years..

two years = SESTA..

since day 1, i realise that my life is gonna change

and it does..

i start to arrange my clothes according to types and colours,

i hate when someone being mad for little2 thing..

i stop being grumpy and start being fussy..

i can easily express my feelings( i cry a lot this days)

and

the major change is i start to adapting into an islamic lifestyle..

maybe it is not so obvious or perfect yet

but it changes me a lot..

Thanks to Miss Huda, Ustazah Hidayani and all my teachers..

at first, i do think that the rules they set are foolish,

but i can see the benefits now..

do try my friends,

adapt to a new,better lifestyle..

you will notice the changes...

God, I'm falling in love...

perghhh ayatnya...
panah arjuna is really doing the job..
see this really confuse me..

lepas sorang-sorang...
sometimes it do feels like i'm a player..
ee xsuke laa.. (gedik!)

but 'dia' is really sweet..
never met a person like 'dia'
but 'dia' is so confusing..

kejap mcm nie,kejap mcm tue..
multiple personalitykah?

too much of buts isn't it???
hey, you make me fall
into you and you're responsible
for that..

you..

that feeling come again...

perasaan yng prnah ad dua tahun lepas..

but this time, penangannya sangat hebat...

jantung nie nak tercabut...

you, yes you..

you makes me fall again..

i thought those feelings had gone

but it never fades..

ya Allah..

sakitnya..

god help me...

welcoming Mukriz Aziz!

Son of Hairul Fadzilah & Norzuriman..

Welcome to the clan, boy!

Mukriz Aziz

name dia same ngan my twin..(muqh)

Hopes dia jadi manusia yang berani mcm muqh..

Pengganti muqh selepas Muqh pergi and cut all connections

dah ad..

so dont worry much..

ill always pray for u,twin..

do the same 4 me too...

october closure...

Dearies,

i know October had passed

but the thing is everything need a closure..

October ended tragic...

I may look calm

but please dont twist your words..

i hate it...

I may be selfish..

but there is a reason for that..

I may look happy

but the truth is I hate being cold towards u..

Just gimme the time to be alone..

I may be running but dont chase after me..

I may be hiding bunt dont look for the missing me..

I may be cruel

but it s for your own good.

You may not know it now...

but let time reveals what reasons cannot..

adrenaline rush!!!

pergh!!! exam lagi bape hari jer yop..
seriyes cuak kot..
the topics consist of the f1 & f2 syllabus..
giler tahu..


ok link kat atas tue link UBk Sesta..
follow la..
maybe it inspires you somehow...


kursus itu dipinda n i am grateful 4 that...
prs tue dapat nmber dua..
alhamdulillah..
ALLAh memakbulkan doaku...
konklusinya selalulah berdoa dan betawakal pada ALLAh..
die tahu ap yang terbaik untuk hambanya.
jeng3
pious pulak aku....


so dahla.. malas nak bagi entry panjang2..
nanti sambung lagi k/..

batch 1014 seluruh SBP dan SBPI.. we are united bebeyh!!

busy October!

so October is round the corner..

jadi maksodnyer exam is nearer!

ARGHHH!!

with exam,redaksi,prs, n me going to jempol with shakir for a course

i'll be dead meat..

wake me up when october ends..

camp...

just got back from camp...

penat,pacat,lenguh..

fuh...!!!

surat untuk awak...

Dear awak...
awak ingat tak janji kita dulu?
depan tasik Putrajaya,
kita janji, nanti satu hari kita jumpa balik kat sini...

awak ingat tak awak tulis apa dekat profile awak..
awak kate kita ni bestfriend awak...
tapi skang awak macam tak ingat kita jer..

sedih2...
:(

future us??? (maybe)

seriously i wish 1 day the sestarians will be as close as them..

the MCOBs..

seriyesly semangat sayangkan sekolah 

perghh.... mantap seyh!!

gamabar pakcik maner la aku letak...hehe

pernahlah kila went to the SBP hockey tournament

the OBs are there to support them morally..

even when i went to their school

the OBs donated an amount of money to upgrade their common room

or bilik tv in SESTA

and it looks superb..

macam bukan bilik tv...

luckily im a girl..

tidak kila buat sesat dalam tue bagi kena tiggal ngan ckgu

hehe...

bukan nak kutuk but im confused with the seniors

they dont like SESTA just because of those small things

in my opinion, SESTA is far more better than the other school..

u guys should make use the chance given to explore the other school

seriously,please know all sides of the story..

will be missing u...

Dear u,

u're the best

and never fade in my heart

yes,im sad

im sad because 

bru tdi sye contact awak

ste trus dpt brite awak nak pndah

rasa macam baru semalam

awak nangis kat saye

awak ikut saye pergi skodeng

kite tgok wyg same2

sekarang awak dah nak pergi..

xperla..

juz one i hope..

jgn pernah tnggalkan hijab awak itu..

itu jer yg sye boleh pesan kat awk..

Bye Amira Dayana Bt Hanafiah a.k.a ADDIE

ll miss u

religious

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kita penuhi ramadhan terakhir ini dengan sedikit santapan rohani..

semoga kita sentiasa didalam lembayung rahmat-Nya

inspired...

:(

devastated yg amat sangat!!

my results this year are quite dissapointing...

sum1 bwat teori bahawa kejatuhan kila ini disebabkan ketiadaan

'sumber inspirasi'

haha nice one guys...

ok, kila tahu, im not as happy as last year

but still, kila try jugak bwat diri kila happy

but there is always someone getting in my ways..

perlu ker??

if korunk menyibuk sikit, still maafkan la lagi..

but your 'sibukan' itu, merosakkan kebahagiaan

yg kila cuba bina for this 'little' self..

cant u guys be unselfish...

i want my happy ending too larh..

tolongla..

u guys are saying that im too desperate,

but do realise youre the one who is so desperate

and interrupting my fairytale...

stop making my life like nightmares...

kila ada prinsip kila and kila pgang ngan prinsip2 ue..

so pleasee.. 

rayer!

rayer dah dkat!
dah prepare?
kila??
maybe...ada la sikit2

bju:

turquoise

kaler yg tak disangka2....
sorang2 jer laen kaler...
setelah bertahun2 jadi boria pakai baju kaler sama
for raye, this year gonna a little bit awkward...
hhhmmmmm, will be raya-ing at Melaka...
tringin nak mengaco ke senawang but nantila dipikir2
so tata

New beginning...

Kadang2 kita berpisah sebab ianya lebih baik..
Kadang2 kita bertemu sebab kita telah dipisahkan dengan orang lain
haha pelik2..

sumpah tahun nie giler...
for the 1st time kila stress tahap gila cipan semua ah..
sampai badan aku nie dah macam xsayang darah..
asyik mengalami pendarahan jer aku nie..
pucat pucat...

tapi an smpai satu hari
ade insan yg pergi bgitau cikgu
aku dah mcm xbtul
cikgu mula masuk campur (jeng3)
barula aku sedar..

AKU MENGABAIKAN DIRI AKU DAH TERLALU LAMA!

gilak! dush dush tamapr diri sendiri...
jadi kila dengan rase rendah hatinyer menelefon
seorang insan yang pernah dekat bangat dengan kila..
luckily beday die is on that day..
we talked a bit... quite touched 'dia' still remember
things that i used to tell 'dia'..haha
the funny part is when 'dia' tanyer
"ayah ko da naik pangkat blom?'
i was like " dah xder keje sgt ker tetibe tnye bapak orang?"
and we talked and talked...
and i'm happy now!

kila da malas nak pikir pasal mereka2 itu secara ekstrem
cukuplah sekadar kila dah tegur
its up to them them to do or not...


SO LET'S START A NEW BEGINNING! 

if..

If children live with Criticism, they learn to Condemn.
If children live with Hostility, they learn to Fight
If children live with Fear they learn to be Apprehensive
If children live with Pity they learn to feel Sorry for Themselves
If children live with Ridicule they learn to feel Shy
If children live with Jealousy they learn to feel Envy
If children live with Shame they learn to feel Guilty
If children live with Encouragement they learn Confidence
If children live with Tolerance they learn Patience
If children live with Praise they learn Appreciation
If children live with Acceptance they learn to Love
If children live with Approval they learn to like themselves
If children live with Recognition they learn it is good to have a Goal.
If children live with Sharing they learn Generosity
If children live with Honesty they learn Truthfulness
If children live with Fairness they learn Justice
If children live with Kindness and consideration they learn Respect.
If children live with Security they learn to have Faith in Themselves and In Those about Them.
If children live with Friendliness they learn The World is a Nice Place in Which to Live


Honestly, i agree with this simple thought...
As a person who having a transition, i cant deny the truth that we are influenced by our way of life..
Alhamdulillah, although not all in my life are positive but i learn to accept and be optimistic..
Allah hanya menduga ap yang temampu oleh hambanya... Quran says that and its true..
So, Love urself, Embrace life and live to the fullest

Mean by taylor Swift

New Friends.. New books..

dah lame giler babeng an kila xupdate....

spanjang kila xupdate nieyh, pelbagai things occurs...

first,kila nak story mory bout the sad things first..

My aunt meninggal and like usual, they succesfully hid it from me...

but somehow, Allah nak kila thu cpat kali nie..

waaaa nanges....

sadis giler khidupan..

kila sampai cakap."5 tahun aku duk cniey, 5 orang mati"

nauzubillahiminalzalikh..

jangan2

cukup larh...

as for the happy side,
i met new friends..
friends that changes my perception towards some peoples...

sye ltak pictures yer...

Paan chumel!

ini kami , PRS SESTA

the STARAYA n PRS MCKK



banyak gak manusia baru yng ditemui disana..
asiyah kte, aku balik dri kem tue, reti ckp utara..
chek bese...
pas tue tetibe masok slang kelantan..
hahha...
but drpd yng diobserve oleh saye..ceyh3
orang yang makan nasi kawah paham orang yang makan nasi kawah gak
sila paham yer..
bez gak ad kwan baru...
if anything senang..
there is always them...
hehhe




Besides that,
dapat gak international friends...
one of them is
Afif Spezhar...


Pic nya gak mahu la...
ok he is fourteen..
he is one of the indonesian delegation..
he totally changes my view to indonesians..
not all are kolot or whatever..
die speaking lorh..
tergeliat lidah inii...
cra die ckp, pendapat die
wow me...
haha
lalu mmbuatkan aku add nationality bgi my future hubby
INDONESIAN!!
but not lombok pleaseee!


ok stop disini dulu ya..
esok smbong lgi...
tata

sEtElAh SeBuLaN....

giler lame kowt xmnaip..

perghh.. selame xmnaip nie la mcam2 jdik...

so, secara rasminyer

the form 4 udah masuk...

kakak sume ok but still ad la jgak

buat mker cm xpuas ati...

tpi diri ini xkesah pown...

pasrah... depa da lme edop kan..

cuti nie mmg nk rejuvenate blik diri ini...

penat sgt2... bulan 2 tue mcm xde noktah

kalau boleh dalam 1 mse tue

2-3 keje kne buat

hoki lah,prs lah

giler kowt....

sampai dormmates sume kate

"ko relax r, muke ko pnat jew"

neglect health and all things that are

important, padahnyer

pitam mser prhimpunan...

padan muker, kene bebel dgan ibunda tercinta...

so enough with all that, nak citer pasal hoki..

hoki nie mmg sukan yng asing buat kila.

kila yang dulunyer maen bola jaring ntah mcm mner ntah

boleh sangkut ngan hoki..

agak sakit la gak tngkuk coz nk mmbiasakan diri dri bola atas

nak kena pandang ke bawah..

haha..

lame2 suker plak..

walaupown sukan nie ganas, tapi bila kila maen 

ad stu kpuasan dalam diri kila..

maybe sebab kila brjaye prove kat ayah

kila nie bkan jew boleh trgdik2 maen bola jaring..

maen hoki pown boleh..

but because of his challenge, now i'm a hockey player...

xsangker boleh terpilih..

bersyukur sangat2..

memang xmnyesal r sahut cabaran ayah..

hehe..

klo die bace nie msti snyum bangge sampai ke tlinge..

haha..

yela2 ayah menang..

sumpah entry nie mcm bosan..

tpi biala..

bye..

updated....

lme da kan xupdate.. sbulan kowt...
trase ksunyian tnpamu beb...

k so the juniors are already in the house..
sweet and nakal..
but kne paham la gak.. msih lgi dalam keadaan culture shock..
the rookie allegrorians are super sweet...
just like their kakak n abang la of coz...
cyang kowunk ktat2...

so now we are expecting the seniors..
haha mcm xmao expect pown ad gak...
but so far, i think they are all baik punyer..
(ceyh,positive thinking la konon)
hehe suker coz most of them are from my former school, smkpp8(1)
hehe senangla nk communicate...

okay till here jew la mals nak tulis pepanjang..
tatta

welcoming 2011..

aiyooo...da 2011

im 14 now..

n going back to school 2morrow..

ala cediyhnyer..

ok 1.1.11

it is a suprising begin..

suddenly my father shave his moustache..

i was like "trpngaruh dgn dr.phil"

selame kila hidup kat mke bumi ini, brulah ini kali prtame tgok mker ayah

tanpa misai...

lgi sowang jdik NOBITA..hehe padahal kila dlu

kecik2 pown nobita..


So tahun nie,
kila nak live life to the fullest..
nk g tgok teater kat IB..
and hopes 4 something nice to happens..


nie mgkin last post coz xthu la lpas ke tdak nk bukak blog kt sner.
tpi kalo lepas,i'll update this blog k..


toodles..