Dreams

Having a dream is easy, pick one and there you have it.
But fulfilling it is the tricky part.
There will be holes, bobby traps, obstacles , fairy dusts , enchantments, villains, villains acted like heroes and bla bla bla.
am I speaking about fairytales?
Yes and no.
Yes, it is and no, it's actually disney movies.

Some says you have a wonderful childhood if it is filled with those disney wonders.
I might agree on that. Well, I never truly understand the story deeply other that the princess got married and happily ever after part until this few years back people started to immortalize the quotes from all those movies into tumblr and such.

I gotta say those quotes keep me moving forward. You see those moving pictures as the Academy describes are an expressions of a sage for the future generation to withstand any challenges and uphold good values in life.Not forgetting all the legends and folklore present in this world.

Don't get caught up with the frustrations and sadness till you abstain people from showing off their happiness. That is their story, you have yours. Let your story be epic filled with sudden conflicts and endearing happiness. Its okay to be frustrated but never ever give up. Give yourself a time to grief but then promise yourself it won't happen again. Believe me, I know.

So here a heavy dose of Disney quotes:

Onna

Sempena Hari Wanita Antarabangsa, aku disini ingin mencoret sesuatu dan semoga menjadi inspirasi untuk kamu yang membaca.

Wanita kini lebih gagah menongkah arus kemodenan, kita tidak lagi dihimpit sebarang kesulitan untuk mengejar impian masing-masing. Namun, kita tidak dapat lari daripada diskriminasi gender walaupun dunia sudah semakin berubah oleh itu, muncullah pelbagai gerakan bagi memberi kesamarataan antara lelaki dan perempuan.

Aku perempuan dan aku menyokong gerakan ini namun bukan secara radical menyamaratakan lelaki dan perempuan sehingga sanggup menggunakan alasan yang bagi diri ini agak keanak-anakan.

Aku sokong kesamarataan yang tidak lari daripada fitrah.

Lelaki sebagai pelindung wanita dan ia kekal begitu. Bukan sewenang-wenangnya mengeksploitasi wanita demi keuntungan. Aku timbulkan persoalan ini untuk kalian, gaun direka dengan rekaan yang mendedahkan pelbagai anggota tubuh wanita tetapi tidak kepada rekaan sut lelaki. Aku tidak menimbulkan soal aurat tetapi fikirkan, jika kita ingikan kesamarataan maka pakaian lelaki juga harus direka begitu bukan.

Fitrah perempuan yang sememangnya lembut tetapi mengapa ditegur dengan sebegitu kasar sekali. Menggunakan pendekatan yang memalukan dirinya serta membuatkan dirinya berasa rendah diri. Ya, lelaki tidak lari daripada sikap kasarnya, tetapi ini adakah ini membolehkan dirinya mengeluarkan kata-kata nista. Kata-kata nista itu digambarkan sebagai kekuatan persahabatan antara lelaki. Berbudi bahasa itu bukan kewajipan mutlak kaum hawa tetapi itu kewajipan kita semua.

Ilmu tidak perlu diklasifikasikan. Ilmu itu bebas sifatnya. Ilmu itu milik siapa yang mencarinya. Tiada istilah yang menggambarkan sesuatu ilmu itu layak dipelajari oleh golongan tertentu sahaja. Benar, kapasiti otak lelaki dan wanita itu berbeza tetapi perkara itu tidak menghalang sesipa sahaja baik lelaki mahupun perempuan untuk berjaya.

Ingatlah pada fitrah alam, yang cantik itu tersembunyi seperti permata dan mutiara
Menabur bakti itu luas seperti laut dan langit

Selamat Hari Wanita Antarabangsa!

Pain

I have a lot to indulge this week. Mainly pain, only pain to be honest.

Totally disappointed in myself. But I'm coping with it

simply because i refuse to give up though there was a time when the only option i saw was giving up.

It's not easy to reassemble all this broken pieces of me but then again, I have abundant supports from family and friends. For that, I thank you.

And above all that, I have all those dreams that I still gonna work for it.

My dream to be a wonderful mariner

  

Partnering with my dear friend to establish our very own foundation

Giving the world new chances to be a better one

and most of all, my dream to be proud to call myself a human.

not just someone who happen to be exist in this world

leaving insignificant footsteps, false hopes and vacant thoughts.

Sorry to say but I do find it lame to leave the world without contributing anything for it.

Do the deeds people. Let's reassure the world that she is in good hands. Your pain is so little compared to Mother Earth's, so chin up and let's face the world once again.

Today

Honestly, I am one of the many kids who were insulted,mocked or sometimes slandered throughout school years.
For something I couldn't control of course.
But then, at a very young age, I learned to endure and resist all those things.
After all, if it doesn't kill you then it makes you stronger.
I turn out to be okay.

The special chants i always tell myself is
somewhere in this world, there's people who loves me
Be it only one person because quantity can never surpasses quality.

Today, I am inspired.

So people, please don't imagine yourself in a particular place,
with the same type of people, same mind,same language, same features forever.
Spread your wings and be free.
because you don't know which person in this enormous world would be the one inspiring you to be better.

Thank you ainun sensei, thank you rikako