Dark side

I was maybe a little too loud on my dream.
This one particular dream of me being a mariner like my dad.

I may ignite some sparks in your young souls
but I feel like I have to tell you this

This dream come with a heavy price,
there's a dark side and truthfully, I am putting myself in gamble.
I refused to let it be acknowledged because I see no point for it to be told to anyone.
I have fear in my heart
but i am willing to face the challenges.

Chase your dreams, that's my mantra
because following it means accepting whatever thrown to you
without sticking up for yourself, your desires.

So I hope you'll get a little motivation.
Pray for my well being and my success.
 

Fear

It has been a while since my last post.
A little bit occupied with the time i had at home
but honestly, all this time at home made me less humane
I'm not cannibalistic yet but spending 9 months
not interacted to the world like you used to before
really did some changes in me.

Anyway, beneath all that
I fear what the future holds for me
All the decisions I had made till today
will it be worthwhile?

I am afraid how the world will accept me
I am afraid of myself
Am I that ready for all of this?